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🤫I hate him, but my body wants him 🔞🧘🏿‍

😭💔Pain and love💞

Brought to you by Author Ayomiposi diaries

Genre: Romance, betrayal.


      💯Chapter seventeen- twenty💯

             🧘🏿‍♂️James pov🧘🏿‍♂️

Today is really one shitty day, I knocked on her door.

I don’t expect her to forgive me after hurting her, I just want her, I want to be in her arms and cuddle her, that is all I want.

I tried drinking but it just didn’t work.

I knocked on the door again, this time she opened up.

“James,” she said. I missed her voice, everything, I was so damn stupid not to choose her.


“What is wrong?” She asked with true concern.

“I missed you” I said and pulled her into a sudden hug.

“You smell of alcohol, what happened?” She asked trying to pull away but I held her tight.

“Let’s just stay like this for some time, I miss you” I sniffed inhaling her smell.

“But am worried, I need to know what happened to you” she said worried.

I pulled away, “I got punished for rejecting you. Am sure when you hear it, you’ll laugh at me” I said.

“Try me”

“Let’s go in” I said and we entered.

“What?” She asked after I explained everything to her.

“You mean your girlfriend cheated on you?” She asked but all I could do was stare on her lips.

I just want to devour that lips I have missed for a long time.

“I guess you reap what you sow” I said.

“You must be really sad, I can’t imagine how hurt you are”

I realize her head was bandaged.

“What happened to you?”

“Nothing much” she said but I know she was lying.

Maybe I should just drop the matter since she doesn’t want to talk about it.

“Let me get you some water” she stood up but I pulled her back, making her sit on my laps.

“Don’t go anywhere, I just want you here with me”


“Am sorry for everything Jas, I was really stupid”

“James” I move my head closer to her and kissed her and she responded back to the kiss.

I move my hand to her thighs, caressing it slowly.

She moaned in my mouth, which is turning me on.

My other hands want inside her clothes, fondling her breast which was still inside her blue top when all of sudden she pulled away

“What happened?” I asked.

“Am sorry James, but we can’t continue” she said.

            🧘🏿‍♀️Jasmine pov🧘🏿‍

“What do you mean by we can’t continue?” James asked.

“I get the fact that I have wronged you but that is why am here to make things right” he said with sincerity but it is too late.

“James, it is not like that”

“Then why?” He stood up.

“Why can’t we continue, we know we want each other.”

“Why are you resisting me?”

I know he is sincere but it is just too late for us, for everything.

“I have to, James”

“Why?” He asked confused.

“Am leaving James” I said as my tears dropped down on my top.

I looked at him, he seems surprised and shocked.

“Am leaving” I said as tears flowed freely from my eyes.

“Ok, when are you coming back. I can wait for you”

“James stop, am not coming back”

“Never!” I said and he looked at me hurt, his eyes showed he was against the idea but I cared less.

Am leaving and am not coming back.

My life matters, I won’t come back.

I can’t.

               😪Anita pov😪

I went to my friend’s house after leaving Luke’s house, I have to stay low now because of his death.

It’s all Jas fault, because of her Luke died.

I lost Luke because of her, she killed him.

She is the monster, a monster I must eradicate.

She is the devil.

I sipped my wine as I ponder on my evil plans for her.

I just got a call that James was spotted at that bitch’s place.

That crazy bitch is still with my man, she made me kill Luke, now she wants James.

I won’t allow her, she is the bad one here, but I will still get the blame for doing the right thing, then it is better to die together, I and her.

I smiled thinking about that glorious day that I will execute my plans.

Lord knows that am the right one here, the devil is Jas.

My hatred for her, kept growing day by day

She took everything away from me, and I will do the same, no I will show her no mercy by killing her on the spot.

Tomorrow is your deadline Jas, tomorrow is your final day on earth.

“Hmmmmmmmm” I murmured.

Tomorrow is the day Jas dies.


This one weak me oo, madness is surely following her but, she said tomorrow what the hell is she planning?🤔🤔

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Genre: Romance, betrayal.


      💯Chapter Eighteen💯

           🧘🏿‍♂️James pov🧘🏿‍♂️

“Why are you leaving?”

“I have to, it is personal”

“Can you not leave, I get the fact that I rejected you, I wronged you, but if leaving is one of the way you want to make me suffer then please just stop. I have suffered enough” I pleaded.

“Am sorry but I have to leave, if I don’t then I…. I just have to leave this is not about you but me. Am sorry”

“Oh,” I said trying to hold my tears back like a real man.

She seems to have made up her mind, there is no going back.

“I get it, it is ok”

“Guess this is the last time, we’ll see each other?” I asked.

“Am going to resign tomorrow, we’ll see if you come to work tomorrow” she said as tear rolled down her face, tears also threatened to fall but I held in.

“Ok Jas, I will say my goodbyes tomorrow then” I said.

“Sure” she said.

“Ok, I’ll get going you don’t have to see me out” I said and walked to the door, opened it and left her house.

She is leaving, I get they were right.

I made a wrong decision and am regretting it, I let her go, I pushed her away myself now am regretting it and it all hurts.

I was so addicted to her and I didn’t see how it affects me.

How badly I want her, not only because of her body but because my heart beats for her, I guess that is why it hurts.

Everything hurts, I pushed her and now she is leaving, I can’t do anything to stop her.

I was such a fool not to see how much pain it will bring me, I hurt her without noticing I was hurting myself now am not only addicted to her but my heart…….

She is not my sex partner, my heart beats for her also.

           🧘🏿‍♀️Jasmine pov🧘🏿‍

I collapsed on my chair as he left, can I do this?

Can I leave him?

“Can I handle the pain, it hurts a lot” I said rubbing my chest.

It all hurts, but I have to. I have to leave, there are people trying to kill me if I stay I might put him in danger and that I can’t handle.

Leaving is l probably the only right thing to do, yes I have to leave and not come back.

I stood up and went to my room, packed my stuffs and looked at my passport, after reading through my resignation letter I packed up my stuffs.

Am going to leave, once and for all.

Leaving is the best for us all, am going to leave and never come.

I will forget everything as soon as I leave, I will forget about you and everything once and for all.


m sorry James.

🌺🌺🌺The next day🌺🌺🌺

I got to work and head to my boss office with my resignation letter.

I knocked on his door and entered when he instructed.

“Jasmine, what are you doing here?” He asked in an unpleasant way.

“Here, this is my resignation letter. Am quitting”

“Why?” He asked.

“I think you know the reason”

“I see, it is ok” he said.

“I will getting going” I said and left his office.

I went to mine and packed my stuff, i went out and saw Vivian’s spot empty.

I wonder how she is doing, I thought she was my friend but I never knew she was my enemy.

I waited for a minute in front of James office, hoping to see him but I noticed people’s presence.

I guess it is best to leave, it is only for the best anyway.

I head out the company, I didn’t bring my car, I walked slowly out of the company hoping to see James but I couldn’t till I got to the street, I was waiting to cross the street when I suddenly head my name.

I turned back, delighted. I get to see him before I leave.

“I thought I missed you” he said.

“Same here” I said and stayed silent.

“Guess this is it, it was nice meeting you Jas” he said and offered a handshake which I took.

“Same here” I said as tears threatened to fall

“I guess this is the end of us”

“Yes” I said.

“Take care if yourself, don’t get hurt, live a happy life, be happy and Smile everytime” he said.

“I will” I said and sniffed trying to hold my tears.

We looked at each other as people passed, still shaking hands.

“I have to go now” I said and he let go of me

“I understand” he said.

“Goodbye now for real” he said.

“Goodbye” I said and turned to cross the road and be apart from James.

The traffic light turned to red which means I can pass.

I walked slowly, trying not to cry.

I don’t know if I can do, it is hard.

“Jas” I heard James voice and I turned to his direction.

I saw a big truck heading to my place and saw James running to me.

I couldn’t move as my leg stayed still, due to the shock.

Is this the end of everything, I thought as I felt a force pushed me away but still heard a crash.

“Ah” I stood up from where I floor.

My arms were bleeding but not much.

What happened?

There was an accident, I guess the crash sound I heard were the cars.

“Where is James?” I thought and saw people gathered at a spot.

I move closer to them and was shocked at what I saw.

“No” I said and moved through the crowd in horror.


I pull him on me.

“James?!” I said terrified. he was bleeding from his head.

“James” I said as tears rolled down my face.

He opened his eyes.

His hands went to my cheeks.

“James, are you alright?” I asked but he couldn’t talk as he tried to.

“I…lo….” His hands fell from my cheeks and his eyes were shut.

“No, James pls don’t do this to me”

“James pls, don’t”

“Someone call an ambulance”

“Someone please help us”


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      💯Chapter Nineteen💯

🙇🏿‍♀️🔊Semi finale🔊🙇🏿‍♀️

          🧘🏿‍♂️James pov🧘🏿‍♂️

I sighed as Jas walked away from me, this is going to be tough.

I saw a truck moving fast, not following the traffic light.

“What is going on?” I looked at the truck’s direction and it was heading to Jas.

“Jas!” I shout and ran to her who stayed frozen after seeing the truck.

I got to her and pushed her away but before I could get out of the way I was hit.

I opened my eyes only to find myself in Jas arms, my whole body hurts, I don’t need to be told what happened.

It is all over, I touched Jas cheeks as her warm tears dropped on my hand.

I should at least confess my feelings before the worst happens.

“I…. Lo” I managed to say but I couldn’t complete my words as my sight became blurry, darkness covered my eyes.

“Someone please help us” was the last thing I heard before I lost consciousness.

              😪Anita pov😪

I was caught on the spot and was arrested by police officers.

I witnessed the whole scene

before my arrest.

James was rushed to a hospital after the ambulance came.

My plan failed, everything failed. I just realized how stupid I was.

Because of the accident I caused, James got hit with a car.

I killed him, I was blinded by a stupid revenge and I ruined everything.

James had been good to me, I ruined everything, I betrayed him and his love but, it was only because of that bitch.

That crazy bitch, I lost everything because of her.

In the end, she won and I failed.

But was it really because of her, I killed Luke and put the blame on the poor lady, and now James.

I was wrong, it was all my fault.

Am the bad one here, I ruined myself, I ruined everything, Luke and James.

“The two men I loved” I said sobbing.

I was such a idiot, now am going to spend the rest of my life in jail.

All for nothing, is it not better to die now, rather than going to jail.

Dying is even merciful for someone like me, I looked at the officer beside me, I used my body to push her away and snatched her gun from her holster, the other police officer pointed his gun at me.

I put the gun to my head, this is my punishment for everything.

I don’t deserve their forgiveness but I hope they forgive me.

Am sorry, I pulled the trigger and landed on the floor, as blood came out from my head.

Goodbye, I hope you survived.

           🧘🏿‍♀️Jasmine pov🧘🏿‍

I followed the ambulance to a hospital, they took James into the emergency operating room while I was stopped by a nurse.

“Ma, are you his guardian?” She asked but I couldn’t answer her.

All my thoughts were all about James, this is all my fault.

The person who was in the truck was Anita, she tried to kill me and in the process James got hit by a car.

If only I had left sooner, I was so greedy

If I had left sooner, even if anything would have happened, James won’t be there and he won’t have been in an accident.

“Who is he to you?” She asked again.

“He is the man I love” I said crying.

“I love him” I said.

“It is going to be alright, I need you to sign this while we proceed with the surgery” she said.

“Is he going to be fine?” I asked.

“Sure, he will be” she assured me.

“Really?” I asked.

“Yes,” she said and went to the operating room.

“James, pls don’t leave me”

Please, if you do then I will live the rest of my life with regrets, even if I won’t be with you I want you to be alive

So don’t die on me, don’t.
🌺🌺Hours later🌺🌺

I saw the doctor leave the operating room(op), he was with a frown, he looked sad.

If a doctor is looking sad, that means the worst has happened.

“Sir!” I called and went to him.

“Am sorry to say this ma, but we…..”


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      💯Chapter Twenty💯

🙇🏿‍♀️🔊 Finale🔊🙇🏿‍♀️

           🧘🏿‍♀️Jasmine pov🧘🏿‍

“Am sorry to say this ma, but we tried our best but am not sure when he will wake up, I must say he is really lucky to have come this far, but we have passed the worst stage we’ll just have wait and see” he explained.

“Ok, thanks” I said sadly.

“James pls don’t leave me, pls don’t”

I went to his ward, saw him on the bed unconscious.

I sat next to him and held his hand.

I know I didn’t get to tell you this but I love you, from the bottom of my heart, I love you so much.

I don’t know when and how but I do love you, more than anything, so please come back to me.

“Don’t die, I don’t want you to leave, even if I won’t be with you, just be alive my love please” I said and my tears dropped on his hand.

“I love you James” I said and kissed his hand.

I do

🌺🌺Few weeks later🌺🌺

            🧘🏿‍♂️James pov🧘🏿‍♂️

It been a week since I woke up, how I survived was a miracle to everyone, even me because I thought I was dead so it’s been a week since I woke up and it’s also been that long since I last saw Jasmine.

I heard from the doctor and some nurses that I was brought here by a man, makes me wonder if Jas ever cared about


I have been in the hospital for weeks but she didn’t even check on me or take me to the hospital even if she had to leave, come to think of it I got hit because of her.

People can be really cruel, I feel hurt and sad.

I was told by the police that Anita is dead and she is the cause of the accident, she had been trying to kill Jas and she also killed Luke.

This is all my fault, all this happen because of my greed for Jas.

Am at fault, for everything.

A nurse entered, this is my first time seeing her.

“How are you doing?” She asked changing my drip

“Fine” I replied with a smile.

“You really have a good girlfriend” she said while I gave a confused look.
Extraordinary everyday from
“What do you mean?” I asked.

“Your girlfriend, the one who came here with you the day you had an accident” she said.

“A girl brought me here?” I asked.

“Yes, or is she not your girlfriend? When I asked her she said you are the man she loves”

“What was her name?”

“Jasmine Peters?” I asked

“Yes, jasmine” she said while my heart thud.

“Where is she?” I asked.

“I saw her just now, she was carrying a traveling bag with a passport in her hand” she said.

I removed my drip and stood up, put on a coat on the hospital pyjamas I wore.

“Where are you going?” She asked.

“You still need to rest” she said.

I need to go to her before she leaves, she just can’t leave like that.

“I can’t let her go without goodbye, no I can’t let her go” I said while she looked at me pitiful.

“Ok” she said.

“Go and have her back” she said while I smiled.

I went out of the hospital, took a cab and head to the airport.

I must have her back, she is mine and I love her.

I have to search for my Jas.

She just can’t leave like that, she can’t leave me alone.

“I haven’t confessed my love to her” I said and fell on my knees while people looked at me as they passed.

She can’t just leave like that, I must confess my love to her.

I must tell her, how much I love and how much I want her.

“James” I heard Jas voice behind me.

          🧘🏿‍♀️Jasmine pov🧘🏿‍♀️

I looked as the plane left, I just couldn’t leave, I found it hard it to leave after he woke up just a week ago, I told the doctor not to let him know that it was I who brought him in and tended to him, I just feel like leaving is the best thing but now I can’t bring myself to leave.

But where will I go now?

I have no one, nobody, I have no one to go home to.

James probably hates me because he thinks I left him, he must really hate me.

I was on my way out, when I saw a guy kneeling down, he looked like James, no it is James.

“James” I called.

He stood up and turned towards me.

He ran to me and hugged me while tears fell off my face.

He pulled away, “I thought you were gone”

“Do you know how sad I was, how hard it will be if you aren’t here with me, how sad I will be? How miserable I will be without you.”

“Am sorry” I said.

“I was so scared that I won’t be able to tell you this”

“I won’t be able to tell you how much I love you, that even though we don’t like each other at first, I grew to want and love you. That I can’t do without you, I love Jas” he said as tears of joy rolled down from my face.

“So let stop being sex partners and date, let’s date Jas” he said.

“I love you too and I will love to date you” I said smiling.

He moves his head closer and kissed me as people stared at us but that didn’t stop us from kissing.

Now I know, we aren’t only sex partners. I love him and am glad he feels the same.

I thought I hate him but now I know better, Hatred can be turn to love.

What can I do? I used to hate him but now I love him and I know I will forever love him.

Because he is both my sex partner and my lover.

What my body wants and what my heart wants is him.

The end.

This is the end of sex partners.